Simply put... I don't know.
I believe in God, I believe that there is something, anything, to the world that I inhabit.
I use a lot of kind of these pseudo-spiritual imagery, I use kind of very blue, very calm images that are associated with kind of "i'm spiritual not religious" kind of people.
However, I am more of less generally not associated with this philosophy. I very much view religion as something important, knowable, and something that can be rationally discerned.
If I had to describe my beliefs as of now, I think that the most accurate term would be "Pythagoreanistic Pagan Neo-Reconstructionism" or something of that sort, however, I myself would reject this notion.
I have way to many beliefs that influence my current practice that there is not any way that I could "reconstruct" anything, because it's just an aspect of what I believe.
Here are all the religions that I have practiced for over a week (which I understand that it's not really conversion, but practice, should not be confused)
Therefore, I would not necessarily consider it reconstructionism, I would consider it kind of neo-paganism, if that term is even applicable, since paganism is a slightly more derogotory christian term for polytheism, and I am not a polytheist, I am very much a monist, pantheist, or such and such.
I cannot therefore say with good conscious that I am anything, I am nothing. I neither with for syncretism---or monoreligionism, and therefore, I am kind of at a very big problem.
I have been researching kind of upper-level occult movements, think of mandaeanism, druze, pythagoreanism, platonicism, so on.
(as opposed to lower-level occult movements, like Rosicrucianism, Thelema, Knights Templar, Theosophy, et cetera.)
I pray for your health, safety, and everything. I hope that one day, heaven/jahnah, anything like that will be on earth.
Free Palestine, Free Sudan. & Rest in Peace Rene Good, and Alex Pretti.